I talked to myself just now..
nothing new..
it was about ABC
and who am i actually more close to nowadays..
well..
I guess that we're not all that close anymore..
on Sundays..
we don't really talk to each other..
we don't talk to each other on messenger also..
yeong yeow, you block me in messenger and ignore me in fb chats..
esther, you don't even online!
somehow... i guess...
i am more close to wen yi (and kids) and alvin...
mainly wen yi and the kids though..
somehow.. i guess i do like them to surround me.. and annoy me..
i don't mind being annoyed by them..
well.. i guess i think that at least..
that im not ignored by them..
alvin, he's my brother from another mother and father..
it's like he's someone for me to annoy,
for me to let out abit of my stress by annoying him also..
it's like i can tell him anything.. just like a brother..
well.. not everything.. but.. most of it thou..
and when im bored... i could sms him.. and kacau him.. x]
but you guys,
didn't we grew up together?
aren't we suppose to be best buddies?
to be there for each other?
why would you feel annoyed when i talk to you?
as if we are just like normal friends.. friends that we just met..
that we hardly wanna talk to each other?
that you wanna just ignore me?
must i always be the first to talk to you guys?
and that will make you feel that im annoying you?
where are the gatherings that we planned to do for our so called 'club'?
where are the meetings?
and please!
stop teasing around...
especially when you make people feel bad..
i once prayed to the Lord that our friendship could last forever...
but if you guys continue to act like this...
it might just be a dream that couldn't come true..
will this friendship last forever?
are we even still best buddies?
all i know that best friends always chit chat with each other...
gossip, play, do stupid stuff and don't feel embarrass...
so if you read this post..
you don't need to change immediately..
i don't ask for that also...
but slowly.. or at least make an effort..
also, keep this post private...
i will hate it if you guys talk about this post in front of other people...
please respect..
this blog also.. is only available for you two to read only..
so don't talk about other post that is in my blog to other people...
keep it private..
and if you dont.. im afraid that friends are no more friends..
as you don't even give a little respect..
so, are we still best friends?
Love,............
Eliza ♥
Eliza ♥
