i shall officially say,
I THINK IM GONNA DIE.
it's not because of fluffiness okay...
it's kinda because i feel dead, lifeless.. and something like that.
this is the worst starting of the year ever.
everything just doesnt seem right to me,
i guess almost everything goes kinda wrong-ish,
i wouldnt say totally wrong,
but at least enough to not make me feel good. D:
anyone reading this willing to help me?
help to cheer me up..
ugh.
they say form 4 year suppose to be better than last year,
well at least a little more better,
but i think, it totally the opposite.
IT IS BAD.
so, im currently dying for some real stupid reason,
and so, im dying.
i need angels.
and i truly believe that angels are females.
never males.
males are just not good.
well i guess only one, that i think, that never got me upset before,
well, as far as i remember...
no, i know who you're thinking of,
it's not him okay, he is currently in the list of top males that got me hurt.
ALOT.
so it's the other one.
i knew he was the right one,
but why did i socalledlefthimaloneforsometimesomethinglikethatthingishkindofstuff....
i mean oh come one,
you shouldnt have change,
that's the stupidest thing i did.
and now, i got myself nothing but wounds.
how stupid that is.
and i would really like to share about this book called
"Dear Dumb Diary".
i mean it's really cool.
i really liked it, i guess.
it's kinda awesome.
it's a diary obviously.
and so, i shall repeat,
im am gonna die.
i guess that's all.
[sighs](for no reason, at least i cant think of one, i guess.)
