.

there's a sudden..
disappointment
depression
in me
a sense of hopeless.
okay maybe not so much of a depression.
it's more on the..
disappointment side.

well,
i went to a blog.
yes a blog.
a private one too.
only 'some' people can go in.

so
i read thru the posts.
i totally agree with this tiny part of the blog.

i hate making the first step.
you do it.
im tired of it.

oh well,
just being a little emo on a late night
doing nothing actually.