yer.......

yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...
that hodoh lala stupid old ah sei going to HONG KONG!!!!!
the place i wanted to go soo soooo sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo LONG!!!
and the place where my leng zai is right now...
and the leng luis in TVB that i like :D
and and all the food...
and the night scene over there is AWESOME!!
and the dramas they produce..
owh TVB... :D
and the language they use whice i always use also...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
stress...nak pergi jugak...
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoo...
life isn't fair.. why cant i go to the place that i want to go..
and ppl get to go to the place i want to go.. =(
yer..and i want to see my leng zai.. 8D
and take picture with him.. 8D
and and... talk to him.. 8DDDDD
and get his signature.. 8D
althou i edi have.. but...
but i want him to sign in front of me!!!! 8D
and maybe ask him to add lots and lots and lots of love(s) on it!! 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
so AWESOME... =DDD
and the main thing is.
I WANNA SEE HIM..
i miss him. =(
yer... aku rasa macam dah fall in love (XDXD) pada handsome tu..
yang comel..
yang kacak(kan kacak same dgn handsome.. bahasa je yg tak sama.. xD)
yang 'gan xing' 8D
eh, tiba tiba gunakan bm...
owh.... his eyes....
his killer eyess.... 8DDDD
his smile...
ahhhh...it melts my heart..
his voice.. i'll faint if i hear his voice when he is near by IN PERSON.. 8DD
ahhh.. he is so talented..
he can sing..
he can dance..
he can act..
he can play different instrument..
he can make lots and lots and lots of girls SMILE!!
i am one of them.. =)
he can melt so many people's heart.. =D
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
hahahha.. x]
k la..
bye bye...

Jesus Loves you! ♥

Love,............

Eliza ♥

O - M - G! xD

hahas..
i've been saying O-M-G this few days..
a lot.. 8D

rite,
im back from kedah..
and..
OMG peanuts are EXPENSIVE!! D8
the peanuts there are SIPER EXPENSIVE
ahha.. siper xD
RM4 for like.. two SMALL plates wei!!!
so expensiveeee... !@#$%^Y&U*
XDXD

and erm..
yesterday...
i went to village mall punya cinema and watch..
72 Tenants of Prosperity! ♥
72家租客♥

althou..
my Ah Fung come out for a few scenes oni..
but hor...
he so leng zai wei!!! ♥♥♥
8D
ahahahah!!!! XDXD

and the pictures.. 8D

can see the circles? =D

and..


leng zai.. ♥


leng zai leh.. ♥ x]

oh and this is the link for the website of the movie. =)
Here.

there's the trailer and the theme song inside website. =]

k la.. not much..

Jesus Loves you! ♥

Love,............
Eliza ♥

i think im gonna cry tonight.. =(

my sister is leaving tonight..
and i think im gonna cry..
im gonna miss her..
althou i always fight with her..
but i still love her.. ♥

and im sooooooooo gonna cam whore with her before she leaves..
and i got to finish my homework before 10pm
and i feel like playing monopoly with her!! LOL xD
our last game.. before she goes up the plane.. and leave her home..
for her studies...
awww.... im really really gonna miss her...
i hope that she'll online a lot in Melbourne..
but i dont think so.. unlike my brother..
she'll spend more time on her studies..
well, before the uni starts..
maybe she'll online more..
but after that.. I'll rather she spend more time on her studies..
>I hope that she'll get good results..
and graduate soon..
oh wait,
it's suppose to be...
>I hope that she'll get good results..
and I hope that i can go over there and visit her very soon..
and then(only) i hope that she'll graduate soon.. =)

alrite.. i guess i got to continue my work.. (this is kinda of my break.. actually not la.. xD )

Love,...........
Eliza♥

Holding back my tears...

it's not that i wanna be emo or what but...
sometimes... i just feel so down..

i never knew that sometimes..
people's laughter could make me feel so bad...
especially when im not part of it...

im not trying my best to fit in...
cause i think if i do try hard to do that..
i'll look stupid..
and i dont want to

everytime,
i think of all these stuff...
why din it happen
my tears try to wet my face...
but i hold it back..
i told myself..
it's not worth it..
if they care for you..
they will want you to be in it..
and not leave you there alone..
when you're not there..
they will want you to be there..
and have fun with you..
pure fun...
they will ask you to join em
but since they dint
then it's not worth it to let a single tear drop for them

maybe..
im a little too sensitive
maybe..
im jealous..
but..
it's me..
i cant help it..
i just dont feel good..

maybe that's why i rather face the computer..
at least i wont be hurt..
thou..
ignorance could be a bliss..
but words that hurt could be worse..
being ignored..
i could recover easily..
but being hurt by words..
could take a long time to heal...
maybe after a long time..
the wounds are still there...
making you feel the pain once in a while..
gets worse when another cut is made..

Lord,
you're my healer..
please heal my wounds..
that it will fully recover..
from wounds that are made by ignorance and words that hurt..
in Jesus name i pray,
Amen.

yer...

why har...
that lala ah sei muz spread his SSS (super sien syndrome) to me leh...
yer...

now like very sien edi..
some more suppose to finish my sejarah latihan b4 i sleep one..
yer...

after kena marah wei...
my mum panggil ku habiskan my sejarah tonight one arr...
u hodoh lala ah sei!!!
yer..............

aiyoh..
some more blog.. ahahah xD


i like the song!!!
明争暗斗 by Linda Chung ♥
Lyrics,

受过伤 铭心刻骨不敢再去妄想
童话原来不可能以与现实成两样
而他偷偷来到共我分享
没预计你愿破坏形象

明争不到 如果可暗斗亦好
学习算数 亦怕共敌人走到这一步
迷失 怪自己竟心软做到
原谅你情人 同时迷着信你很好
由我放虎归山 根本再没可能安心渡一晚
无视我难离去 快乐变黯淡 得与失之间
能爱你的空间 一早已递减
如果感动不散 才做个后备情人 我不贪
没有他难道我能更亲眼

明争不到 如果可暗斗亦好
学习算数 亦怕共敌人走到这一步
迷失 怪自己竟心软做到
原来你当我没到 还在意怎修补
由我放虎归山 根本再没可能安心渡一晚
无视我难离去 快乐变黯淡 得与失之间
能爱你的空间 一早已递减
如果感动不散 才做个后备情人 我不贪


由我放虎归山 根本再没可能叫错失驱散
无视我难离去 快乐变黯淡 得与失之间
能爱你的空间 一早已递减
而我自己不惯 无谓继续错下去 不要贪
别再花如浪费时间
没有他难道我能更亲眼

very nice the song.. xD
not gonna give you the link xP

Jesus Loves you ♥

Love,............
Eliza ♥

Somehow

Well..
I talked to myself just now..
nothing new..

it was about ABC
and who am i actually more close to nowadays..
well..
I guess that we're not all that close anymore..
on Sundays..
we don't really talk to each other..
we don't talk to each other on messenger also..

yeong yeow, you block me in messenger and ignore me in fb chats..
esther, you don't even online!

somehow... i guess...
i am more close to wen yi (and kids) and alvin...
mainly wen yi and the kids though..
somehow.. i guess i do like them to surround me.. and annoy me..
i don't mind being annoyed by them..
well.. i guess i think that at least..
that im not ignored by them..
alvin, he's my brother from another mother and father..
it's like he's someone for me to annoy,
for me to let out abit of my stress by annoying him also..
it's like i can tell him anything.. just like a brother..
well.. not everything.. but.. most of it thou..
and when im bored... i could sms him.. and kacau him.. x]

but you guys,
didn't we grew up together?
aren't we suppose to be best buddies?
to be there for each other?
why would you feel annoyed when i talk to you?
as if we are just like normal friends.. friends that we just met..
that we hardly wanna talk to each other?
that you wanna just ignore me?
must i always be the first to talk to you guys?
and that will make you feel that im annoying you?
where are the gatherings that we planned to do for our so called 'club'?
where are the meetings?
and please!
stop teasing around...
especially when you make people feel bad..

i once prayed to the Lord that our friendship could last forever...
but if you guys continue to act like this...
it might just be a dream that couldn't come true..

will this friendship last forever?
are we even still best buddies?
all i know that best friends always chit chat with each other...
gossip, play, do stupid stuff and don't feel embarrass...

so if you read this post..
you don't need to change immediately..
i don't ask for that also...
but slowly.. or at least make an effort..
also, keep this post private...
i will hate it if you guys talk about this post in front of other people...
please respect..
this blog also.. is only available for you two to read only..
so don't talk about other post that is in my blog to other people...
keep it private..
and if you dont.. im afraid that friends are no more friends..
as you don't even give a little respect..

so, are we still best friends?

Love,............
Eliza ♥

聽說 ♥

聽說　描繪這是我　無能為力地觸摸
日落　也要經過
位置　始終得一個
聽說　流星已掠過　然而同樣沒花火
結果　已識破　仍望偶然你可偷偷想起我

尋找天空中星語　精心通報那聲音
無非想早點知道　結局是誰跟你合襯
每天費著神　統計著可能　何以印象中你就似不夠敏感

聽說　描繪這是我　無能為力地觸摸
日落　也要經過
位置　始終得一個
聽說　流星已掠過　然而同樣沒花火
結果　已識破
其實再沒愛火　日後別難過

currently addicted to this song..
haha.. it's a nice song =]
sang by the fellow called 馬浚偉 Steven Ma
for the theme song of the show called 戀愛星求人

this is the link,

Here.

there is a download link over there too! =D
Hope you'll like it! =)

Anyway, just remember..

Jesus Loves you!! ♥

Love,...........
Eliza ♥

Back! x]

im back! xD
from kedah!
LOL

actually nothing much lah..
too sien edi.. so i blog loh.. xD

i bought 3 pairs of clips.. xD
from shop a lot. :D


..

3 different colours. ♥

well..
not much i guess..
oh,
tomorrow no school!! xD
going to Bonita warehouse sale i guess.. xD

and remember,
Jesus Loves you. ♥

Love,.............
Eliza ♥